Our story begins where we are totally a sleep. I awoke to the not so distant sound of chewing. The EXACT second I was awake the sound stopped. By this I mean it took one second to awake, and at that second it stopped. What ever was chewing, some how knew I woke up. I did stay awake though.
I felt there was an Energetic Appendage about 7-8 inches long and an inch and quarter wide coming out of my forehead area. The Energetic Appendage flopped to the side rather than being upright ready to use to find the location of the chewing. Not sure I had seen that Energetic Appendage before so it was hard to think much of it or even stay awake.
"I awoke with a start (!!!) and was both totally aware of the creatures awareness of me and that The Energetic Appendage was not fully functioning. "
I waited for at least an hour and it did not seems to chew. To every degree I fell a sleep, it would chew that softly. The chewing got louder, slowly louder as I fell a sleep. I could not hear it. But remembering I was trying to hear, I would surge awake every now and then. Then and only then, I could hear the chewing. The absolute precision was amazing to behold. The chewing would stop for each surge. I was careful not to change my breathing as that might be a give-away. I had absolutely no time to turn my head, to help get a 3D sound perception of where the sound was coming from because the creature was so incredibly fast. What ever was chewing, was winning for sure.
The Energetic Appendage seemed like what I would use to be as attuned to the chewer as it was to me. Just the same, I did not remember, at the time, how to use the Energetic Appendage but knew it was the thing to use.
I awoke with a start (!!!) and was both totally aware of the creatures awareness of me and that The Energetic Appendage was not fully functioning. So I knew right away I could not tell anything about the chewer, other than it was nearby and perceiving me. I also knew that I should know way more. The lack of The Energetic Appendage was what startled me, not that something was perceiving me.
I thought back to some years ago when I had this Energetic Appendage going full on.
I was meditating as a teen.
If I remember correctly I had put aluminum foil on my bedroom windows so NO LIGHT came in creating a room that totally dark and thus had no visual distractions. I was meditating in complete darkness with my eyes closed laying flat on my water bed. My school friend sneaked up on me by entering the house and opened my bedroom door. At the moment they opened the door, my friend threw a small object at or to me. With absolute lightning speed and agility I grabbed the object out of the mid air in such a way that the object became dead still with a single perfect movement of one arm and hand. I did not open my eyes or even look or move my head in any way. The absolute least movement required was apparent also as the whole act did not even take me out of meditation.
My school friend seeing this seemed to freak and left...
It was amazing (at least to me) at the time...
Not much is known about the The Energetic Appendage. I have, so far, gotten the sense it is not IO but part of our energy. One thing that would help, would be to know what it does so one could try to do that. To simply go there and try to sense the surroundings is not enough although that is the first step. One needs to sense something or something about something. A bit like trying to use ones eye to hear, it would help to know it is for seeing.
The last inch of The Energetic Appendage seems to be different than the rest of The Energetic Appendage. The last inch (or so) has the ability to sense in a huge way compared to the rest. There is a ring that shows up there at that last inch (roughly an inch) that my attention has been drawn to. If the EA was like a finger and you placed a GOLD ring on the finger tip (1/2" down perhaps to where the nail begins) and GOLD left a dent on the finger when you took the GOLD ring off, that dent would be the location of the energy ring - so to speak.
So far, what I have seen is that when I go to The Energetic Appendage, and attempt to use the The Energetic Appendage, what appears to be fibers, emerge from the The Energetic Appendage coming out of that ring.
The fibers seem to be a rainbow of colors, although I can not say they are a rainbow or even those colors. It is more of a sense like "wow, now those are colors!" This is unusual, because in that state of seeing, color is not even a factor, then suddenly it is for the fibers. The whole area bursts into life with amazing colors. At that point I needed to do something with the fibers, but did not know what to do (at the that time).
I made a few attempts and two things happened each time:
There was a nearly indiscernible overwhelming sensitivity - Imagine that, both of those at the same time.
There was also the sense that I needed to direct the fibers to something, a bit like you might need to direct the eye to look at something, but that something was not clear to me. What that might be was not clear to me at the time or there did not happen to be anything or perhaps it could be anything.
The fibers have not been explored. I did not know if they are the "classic" fibers that are THE LUMINOUS FIBERS/FILAMENTS that we speak of BUNDLES, but so far they do not seem like them at all. I have noticed that if I focus on the energetic appendage I remember more dreams. Most of them some how indicating the underlying fabric of a given reality and what is not readily apparent. Like where in dreaming the time space continuum has been broken free of, where in the dream that would seem totally out of the blue. Or the overall energetic state someone is caught up in.
1Lay flat yet comfortably on your back.
2Starting at your feet relax totally and relax your way slowly up your body towards your head.
3Place your attention on the location/area of The Energetic Appendage even if you can not see of feel it.
4Allow your attention to rest upon the location/area of The Energetic Appendage.
5While holding the The Energetic Appendage in your attention, become aware of the last inch or so.
6Be aware that you are ultimately in control of the floppiness of that appendage.
7Try to become aware of your surroundings with The Energetic Appendage and then something particular.
8As you try be aware, mote you have more than one attention and that you can energetically enter The Energetic Appendage and act from there and your other attentions.
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